Who

There is this sinking something
deep inside of me
always holding back
the who I want to be
constant changes
rearranges
it never fails
as I always fail
Flail
still ever sinking
drowning in my doubts
feeling empty
without

and it's all a part of the who
that I've become
the who
I don't know
don't want to know anymore
need to move forward

but the boxes of my who
are forever blocking the door...