To "Unbe" me

Doesn’t matter
That I feel
That I breathe
That somehow I am human
Thinking
Seeing
Touching nothing

Who are you
To lessen me
Vocally
Like I am not there
To feel it
Hear it
Know what is
Playing inside your head

Those words
Lack of
And I sit and wait
For a pulse
To follow along to
To hum in tune with
To feel on my skin

And so I fade out
Blending into the wall
Wishing I could disappear
Redo it all
Make it all unknown

Somehow ‘unbe’ me