Rhythmic Lamentations In A Minor Key

"Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome" -Jimi Hendrix

Thursday, February 16, 2006

I am
the boat
unmoored
taken gently
into the ocean
waves rocking
lightly
with desire
tip me over
inside out
licking
lapping
at my hull

relax
pray
to not drown...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

The Song You Sing

I want to be the song you sing
the world listening to your voice
carrying the harmony of me

I want our tune
to hum along with
the breath of the earth
Sounding deep and rich
soothing the uncertainties
of our infant union

I want to be the song you sing
each inflection
a higher note of your love for me
a beautiful ballad
carried on the wind
of our tomorrows

...a forever resonance
upon which I can rest my heart.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Cancer

under the microscope
look closely
there is a piece that isn't right
something that doesn't belong
something dark and dangerous

it is sucking away the good in you
it is not who you are
making you scream in pain
for the tomorrow that may not come
as it spreads

sitting in the darkness
wondering what you will do
with the emptiness
and it is chewing away your being
with every tear that drops

there is this dark matter
unexplainable
biopsy it - identify it - cut it out
it grows rampant
not caring who you are
what you want

some things are better left unsaid
for they have no real rhyme anyway
silence in the pit of those unknowns
and if the darkness took you tomorrow
could you say you went very far;

were you anything
to anyone
were you something special
were you the one
did you make them laugh
or make them cry
did they know
or did you lie
will there be stories to tell
or a lot of unknowns
did your children love you
or were you alone
who would notice
ten years from now
that empty spot
that once was yours...

Saturday, February 04, 2006

nothing fucking matters
it all fades away
if you give me a minute
an hour or a day

everything's transparent
can see it through and through
no road will follow my want
to be with you

so take it piece by piece
and pray nothing falls apart
knowing it was nothing
from the very start

i never got the life
the one i wanted for so long
and nothing ever came of
wanting to belong

so fuck it
doesn't matter
what i say or what i do
there's no figuring it out
as we go along
cuz theres only lies
mixed in with truth

i dont want to feel this way
not knowing where i am each day
not caring about anything but you
not wanting empty but full

and theres no goddamn reason
why i wouldnt be good enough
theres no wondering with me
i always would fill your cup
i always would tend your needs
and take from me to give to you

fuck
theres no me
without you