Always

I have chosen

the wisest path

to walk away from your vile

venom

poison

darts

spraying freely from your mouth

as always

your words plucked so quickly

from the book of your anger

thrown about without care

as always

pointed like arrows

like airplanes

paper

targeted at me

yet you are blameless

as always

and we dance in the fire

of your narcissistic flames

where you hold the match

to the kindling

under my feet

as always

I am walking away

quietly

from your head ache

your loudness

your screaming disrespect

and you can go back to being

the victim once again

as always

Down the rabbit hole we go...

...and so she leaned

a little too far

head tilted just a tad to the left

with a question mark poised over her wondering brow

"What is in there... how far can I go?", she wondered

and stretched out a little farther

until

ultimately

she fell

down

down

deep

into the rabbit hole

poor dear

such a dolt

that one

to not have seen that coming

one would have thought

with eyes so clear

and mind so tight

the girl would have more clarity than that

ah, but alas

she again proved to be the flailing

wailing

wagging

lass of mess

tossing about into the abyss of madness

all because of her daunting curiosity

her stupidity

her dreams of betterness

getting the better of herness

now didn't it

creating this wonderful

messiness

in her cranial massiness

oaf

to trip

upon her own decisions that way

ah how we can laugh at her from the sidelines

with our teacups and biscuits

safely tucked away at the sidelines

in our secure buckled-in strapped-up locked-tight fettered placements

aren't we the winners

HA HA here we laugh

take nibbles of our sweet biscuits

take small sips of our noon teas

ignore the pleas from the hole

do not protest that it is her shouting for help

tis not she

she does not need anyone

as she is needless of helpers as helpers are helpless to help her

sip sip sup sup

yep

good

good on ya

there

goes down well yes

blinders work so well when they are used just right

there is no girl

clawing

digging

grasping to drag back up from this dark place she has become befallen to

we are sure she must like it there

she has been there so very long now

throw her a few of your biscuit crumbs

poor child

she must be hungry from all of that thrashing about and sniveling

she is really becoming quite the snottery

can't we just fill the hole

and be on our way then

back to our lives

with the whole matter done

the world would not stop rotating without this odd female

who thought it wise to try to change her perspectives and leaned too far into the world

now we must all suffer her folly

we say nay

shut her out and fill the hole

let her be and all will quiet in the rabbits burrow we say

now

pass the tea

Not so much

It never shifts

not so much

push or pull

pray or fight

it stays

as it has been

will be

laughs at you

your constant attempts

at nothingness

all the while

nothing shifts

stays the same

mind frame

change

doesn't matter

same

same

and it's

not so much

open door

shut

shut

slammed

bang

done

who gives a fuck

laugh

there's no one there

same

slam

same

bang

fool

karma

joke

slave

slave

live it

eat it

your plate of shit

is full

she laughs

the same

as always

years

laughs

eat it

love it

same

it never shifts

not so much

some got it

some don't

when you gonna learn

you ain't got it

not so much...